It is very normal to say that i don't believe in someone or something but it takes lot of courage and will power as well as strong mind to tell believe in this and most importantly i believe in myself. May be this joy trip really has a big influence on my mind. Because when i knew that i will be going for this trip i was very hesitant , whether to go or not . But then i came to know that this is a college excursion kind of trip and that to this trip is for social cause . after knowing this i couldn't say no to the college people . then i decided to commit my self to this social cause and i thought of working hard . i know for what i am going. sometimes i behave very skeptically and this was the time when my cynicism crept into my inner thoughts , and it kept disturbing me. i was thinking of this very issue day and night . it is not what work i am going to do , but it is about the person for whom i am doing the work . this person is someone who ...