Stay Positive

Well, there were many negative thoughts recently. I have been in a lot of stress. I thought why not post something about staying positive! Even when I try and think some thing, all I get are ugly negative thoughts. I have no idea how to overcome that. I think this is just another crappy phase in my life.
I have to deploy the website for SculpIt today. I did not complete the website. I haven't even tried to complete it. I lost my Signal Processing lab record. See, all the negativity looming around me. Today  I am in no mood to study or to have fun. All I wanted to do was to sit quietly and think about something nice.
As you know, I do a lot of unnecessary thinking. That is me! I dream about five years down the lane when I clearly can't think about next second. Gee! Why do I do that? Lately I am more into what will happen to me when I am 30 years old. It is as if some other person's soul has completely taken control over my body.
I try to be positive but when something bad happens something just snaps inside of me. I delve deeper into my pool of negative thoughts and get depressed unnecessarily. I have to stay happy.
I need some kind of diversion. There has been a lot to take in. I am happy but stressed. I have to take a break and go to some secluded island where no one can find me. Really, I have to do something like this or else I will go mad!
I guess I should start writing notes all over my bedroom which says 'Stay Positive'. I don't know. I guess it will be alrighty when I go home this weekend!
Location: Bengaluru, Karnataka, India

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