Recapturing The Moment

Confronting the truth is not a small thing . When you are a not part of truth, you feel betrayed, cheated. But sometimes that is necessary for your beloved ones to make that bold move to protect you from something greater than yourself. More often than not, the people who lie to you are not the ones you love but all sorts of assorted bunch of dorks, who think they can easily hoodwink you and get away with it. It happened to me many times and I am wondering why the hell am I just talking about it now. There is one more type to consider, sometimes people will lead you into believing what they want you to believe by just telling the truth, but in a polished way. When you confront, they would say, all I said was the truth and you would be the greatest fool who did not see the hard truth shining in front of your eyes. It is funny, but we get cheated every single day. Little white lies to huge ass secrets which would kill nations. Everybody lies I lie and I am not gonna lie about that. ...

Do you have any idea how hard it is to plan stuff for travel? I find it painfully hard to make a travel plan. I can't be more specific but Bangalore is such an unpredictable city! You can never know how much time would it take to reach your destination. Today, I am supposed to board a plane from KI airport. I had to plan all day to get to the just right plan. I asked a zillion friends who have gone to the airport at least once. I googled the route and bus number( Since cab would cost all your 💰) Till the moment I got into the bus I was uncertain. I had no idea when I would reach the airport. Once when I had to go to the Railway station on a weekday, it took me nearly 4 hours! This city traffic is just unimaginable!! This time as I asked around and did my research I was confident. Some of my friends made fun of me just because I am over planning. Duh! I make sure I am well prepared before I travel. Anyway I got  the bus as soon as I reached the bus station and got t...

Well, there were many negative thoughts recently. I have been in a lot of stress. I thought why not post something about staying positive! Even when I try and think some thing, all I get are ugly negative thoughts. I have no idea how to overcome that. I think this is just another crappy phase in my life. I have to deploy the website for SculpIt today. I did not complete the website. I haven't even tried to complete it. I lost my Signal Processing lab record. See, all the negativity looming around me. Today  I am in no mood to study or to have fun. All I wanted to do was to sit quietly and think about something nice. As you know, I do a lot of unnecessary thinking. That is me! I dream about five years down the lane when I clearly can't think about next second. Gee! Why do I do that? Lately I am more into what will happen to me when I am 30 years old. It is as if some other person's soul has completely taken control over my body. I try to be positive but when something ba...

I have been watching quite a lot of TV Series lately. One of them was House of Cards. I am really excited to talk about House Of Cards. I don't know why? But it is kind of cool to watch a character like Frank Underwood. He does all this diplomacy that I could never do in my life time. Personally I hate diplomats and politicians.They just manipulate people into doing something they don't want to do. I hate such people, totally. But see, watching them on telly is fun. I watched all the three season that I had with me. I binge watched them ;). Well, I wanted to download fourth season, and people say it is amazing. My hostel WiFi totally sucks. It doesn't even give me enough bandwidth to open a Google page let alone download the entire season. I am trying to download the fourth season using Jio. I hope it gets downloaded. The real story starts in the fourth season. Claire leaves frank. I want to see what happens next. How would president Underwood deal with this divorce? Woul...

I love reading books. That aside, this book Eleanor and park just stole my heart. Rainbow Rowell is just awesome. Haha. I say that line most of the times. I mean it though. Eleanor is a fat teenage girl with red curly hair. You can say she is not the kind of girl you would spend time with, given her appearance. Park, well he is an Asian guy who has a crush on Eleanor. I could almost say that it is true love, if had completed the book. YES, I haven't completed it. I am in 92 page and I was just wondering, what would happen to me if I was Eleanor. She didn't have a tooth brush of her own! Such a miserable life to live. Her mother didn't love her. She didn't know what it is meant to be loved at all. Her dad snuck off with another lady. Her mother remarried to a jerk who doesn't know how to love. Eleanor found someone who could love her. She is afraid that she might loose that also. But look at the situation. She is so vulnerable in her own skin. She doesn't have ...

I haven't been updating my blog since a year. And Why is that? I don't know. I didn't feel the need to use it any more. Does that mean there is no need? No, I needed it more than ever. I felt useless using this blog. But now, I made up my mind. I will try to put down all my memories slowly but I will put them all. Since I have come to college there isn't been much leash. All the time you run after something which you obviously know you can't achieve. My parents say that I have to stay positive. Hahaha.I don't believe an inch of it. Then comes the friends who are necessary but not required by me. I can live without friends. But you know to look more like a college girl, I have to make friends. I feel people around you tear you apart and of course feed on you. You have to be in tabs all the time. You don't even know where you are running to or more precisely from whom? All you do is run from your life and one day you look back and see, you won't have ...